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You want to know who the fuck I think I am? Fine.

I am the vicious, ungracious, angry, ball of hate known as DM.
I am pissed off at most everything in the world, seeing as there appears to be some sort of conspiricy going on right now to generally screw me over.
My grades in school have, to all intents and purposes, gone to shit. At the end of next semester, they'll probably take my scholarship away, and then I'll be completely fucked, and just have proved that my parents were right, and that I didn't know what the fuck I was talking about.
Speaking of which, there is then my family. My mom, for whom nothing I manage seems to be good enough. Who can't get over the fact that I did what I wanted to with my life, instead of going to the college of my choice. My sister, who, despite having done everything wrong, and screwing up more times in a week than I generally do in a year, seems to get the best treatment out of the two of us. So much for trying to do and be what people want me to. Seems the best way to get ahead is be hedonistic and say to fuck with the rest of the planet.
Then there's my job. My job at Starbucks, where I worked my ass off, only to get my hours cut to nearly nothing, and have my promotion, which I should have had months ago, pushed off until September. Yeah, shows how worthwhile that was. Another waste of time and effort.
My romantic life. Why do I even fucking bother? Just look to the right if you give a fuck about that.

Wanted, for crimes against my existence:

Mike: I've never met Mike. From the odd bit I've heard about him, he doesn't sound too bad. But I'd like to break his face. I broke up with my girl friend on Memorial Day. We broke up because things didn't feel the same. I still care about her very much though. So the fact that this guy is who she has chosen now, makes me want to beat seven shades of shit out of him. Nothing personal, really.

Krystyna and family: Krystyna is the girl I was going out with before that. The one I fell completely in love with, and would have married, on the spot, if she'd ever told me she felt the same way. Sadly however, it was not to be. She broke up with me because she 'felt we should both see other people to get an idea of what else is out there'. I might add she soon thereafter basically went out of her way to ignore my existance, despite the fact I still cared about her just as much. Her family, who had been like a second family to me the entire summer, have also jumped upon this band wagon, and I'm lucky to even get a 'hi' out of any of them. Krystyna's also been going out with her current guy for about 10 months now. So much for needing to see what else is out there. For some reason I still like her. Fuck the lot of them.